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July 20, 2004

弥生演奏会

日曜に弥生の演奏会が終わってからいまだに抜け殻状態だ。ダスビの演奏会ではいつものことだが,弥生の演奏会後にこれほど脱力しているのは久しぶりな気がする。
思い入れの強い演奏会本番の演奏では情緒面のほぼすべてを解放する感じがする。普段は閉じている心の扉を開き,自分の思いを放出し,他人の思いも受け入れる。そんな感じだ。だからその反動で翌日以降しばらく鬱っぽくなるのだと思う。
今回はいろいろな面で思い入れが強かったし,精神的にもきつい時期だったのでこれほど反動が大きいのだろう。
こんなことを繰り返していて精神が崩壊しないかと少し心配になる。もし本当に崩壊したらkaorina。と子供に申し訳ないが,ちゃんとした精神状態を保っている今のうちに「万が一の時はスマン」と言っておこう。
さて,肝心の演奏だが,自分自身はそれなりのできだったのではないかと思う。モーツァルトは特に魔笛序曲(主部の入り)がやばかったのだが,リハーサルでの失敗がメンバーの危機感を高めたのか,リハーサル直後に行った最終のパート合わせが良かったのか,本番では練習も含めて最良のできだったと思う。他パートのメンバーや聴きに来てくれた方からも「よかった」との言葉をいただいた。2ndVnモーツァルト乗り番の皆様,お疲れ様でした。そして,どうもありがとうございました。トップで弾くことにはもう慣れているはずなのに,今回は学生時代に初めてトップをやった頃の緊張感を思い出した演奏会だった。
アリアについては「オペラの伴奏になっていない」という感想もあったようだが,オケとしてもようやく歌と合わせることの楽しさがわかってきた段階なので,これについては経験を積むしかないと思う。おつきあいいただいたソリストの方々,どうもありがとうございました。おそらく近いうちに,またよろしくお願いします。
ベートーヴェンの第九はトップサイドだったので,かなりやりたいようにやらせてもらった。私は演奏は視覚的効果も重要だと考えているので,H.U.P.(某氏発案Hip Up Positionの略,要するにけつを浮かせる,場合によっては立ち上がること)やネックアップを多用したが,こういうのに眉をひそめる方もいらっしゃるだろう。とはいえ,先日N響を聴きに行ったら,コンマスの山口氏もけっこうやっていたので,やりすぎなければいいのではないだろうか。私自身がやりすぎかどうかはビデオを見てチェックしようと思う。
視覚的効果はそれなりに重要だが,演奏姿勢の変化は音の飛び方の変化も伴うので,あるメンバーから指摘を受けて以降,最近はH.U.P.の際に楽器が下がらないように気をつけている。これもできているかはビデオで要チェックだ。
とにかく,全曲の最後は指揮者の小出氏曰く「花火が打ちあがるように終わるのが夢だった」という雰囲気を出せたのではないかと思う。
技術的なチェックとしては,全体では弱奏部をそれらしく演奏できたか,リズムが甘くならなかったか,音程が激しく耳障りではなかったか,細かいパッセージのツブ立ちは十分だったか,パート間の接続はスムーズだったか,など。
細かいことでは,1楽章では2ndVnのキザミは十分聞こえたか。2楽章では緊張感を最後まで保てたか。3楽章ではパート間のバランスはよかったか,フレーズの納め方は自然だったか。4楽章ではアンサンブルが大きく乱れなかったか,ソリストや合唱とのバランスはどうだったか。などなど,数え上げたらきりがないが,次回以降に生かしていければと思う。
今回は初の試みとして,本番少し前に問題箇所を指摘したメールをメンバーに流すということをやってみたが,プレイヤーとして非常に尊敬しているビオラのYさんからは「おまえがインスペクターで次もやれ」と言われたので,次回も練習の各段階でやってみようかと思う。やり方も試行錯誤でもう少し効率を上げなければならないと思うが。
演奏中の出来事としては,4楽章のある箇所で練習も含めておそらく初めてボウイングを間違えた。すぐ復帰したのだが,後ろのプルトに私をアテにしていた方がいたらしく,混乱したと言われてしまった。どうもすみませんでした。でも本番ではいつもこんなことをやっているので,まあ仕方ないでしょう。
それから,問題の咳喘息はもうだいぶ治まっていたが,2楽章で喉が乾燥して咳を我慢できなくなった。弱奏部だったため,クレッシェンドのところまで待ち,フォルテの音と同時に咳をして切り抜けたが,3楽章だったらどうにもならないところだった。これはラッキーだった。
打ち上げであるが,今回も翌日が休日なのをいいことに朝(4次会)までやっていた。私は3次会ではほとんど寝ていたのだが,kaorina。も含めて朝までほとんど起きていた人もいるらしい。若くない人もけっこういるのにたいしたものだ。
2次会がとても楽しかった気がするが,飲んでいたので詳細はほとんど覚えていない。kaorina。のおかげでいろいろなことがあったことがわかるが,今回私は問題行動をとっていないらしいので多少安心した。それ以外にもとてもたくさんの情報がkaorina。のところに届いたらしい。いろいろ聞いたが,楽しい話題だけでなく,楽しくない話題もある。人間が集まるからにはいろいろな接触があり,そこから良好な関係やよろしくない軋みが生じるのは当然であるから仕方ないことだ。
中でも,今回でいったん弥生の活動を休止する人がいるというのは残念な話題だ。理由とその対応は人それぞれであるが,自分たちの場所から離れていく人の考えの中に,非常に重要な真実が含まれていることが多々あることを忘れてはいけないだろう。離れていった人は戻ってこないかもしれないが,その理由をきちんと受け止め,自分たち自身を見つめ直すことが重要だと思う。
最後に,ネット上に感想がないかと検索してみたが,あまりなかった。でも,ちょっとでも書いていただいた方のblogにはトラックバックを送りました。聴きに来ていただいた方,お手伝いしてくださった方,どうもありがとうございました。今回,800席の紀尾井ホールに700人ほど入ったそうです。演奏者だけでは演奏会は成り立たないので,本当に感謝です。
そして,演奏した皆様,お疲れ様でした。どれだけの人がこの記録を見ているかわかりませんが,コメントなどいただけるとありがたいです。

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トラックバック、ありがとうございました。
(といいましても、初心者なもので今ひとつトラックバックが理解できていませんが)
18日、あの舞台に立っていらっしゃったのですね。
鑑賞する側は想像もつかない演奏者の努力や葛藤、当日の舞台裏を垣間見ることが出来ました。
まさに「花火が打ちあがるように終わる」演奏でした。よい一日をありがとうございました。

Posted by: earthquest1120 | July 20, 2004 at 23:42

一時的に引っ越しました。元に戻ったらまたお知らせします。

Posted by: kaorina。 | July 21, 2004 at 00:58

earthquest1120さん,コメントいただきどうもありがとうございました。多少なりとも楽しんでいただけたら演奏した甲斐があったというものです。どうもありがとうございました。

Posted by: ひげぺんぎん | July 21, 2004 at 01:19

お疲れ様でした。ping打っておきました。
ネット上の感想、たしかにあまり無かったですね。(池田さんファンなどでもう少しあるかと期待していた)。
今回は本番中にいろいろ思い出してしまったのですが、水野氏の魔笛は弾いていましたよね?

Posted by: あさがら | July 21, 2004 at 11:40

blogの場所が元に戻りました。
お騒がせしました。m(_ _)m

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